Sunday, February 8, 2009
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Broke and jobless.
Here I am. In New Jersey. Living with the man I love the most.
Alright. Only one problem.
I've managed to run completely OUT of money. I've been sending out at least 5-8 resumes daily. I've had one job interview in TriBeCa. I should hear next week whether I get the job. I swear, I better get this job. Because if I don't, or at least if I don't find a job soon, I don't know what I'm going to do. I have maxed out numerous credit cards. And my bank account is empty. I have BILLS, and student loans to pay back. Not to mention RENT.
At this point, I'm completely freaking out (only on the inside) and I do not know what I'm going to do. Obviously, the first thing on my priority list is to obtain a job immediately. And I'm so desperate right now. This is exactly what I hate: living paycheck to paycheck. Granted, I've never actually HAD to live paycheck to paycheck, but I now am, and it sucks. I just need something, anything, to lift my spirits. I need some kind of reassurance that everything is going to be okay. Because right now, things aren't looking great and I really don't know what to do. Maybe I'm too cautious and worried about having bad credit. I've never missed a payment in three years, so I guess I just need to relax a little. I just heard today my brother's going through the same thing.
So what I have to look forward to: my phone being shut off, not having money for groceries, four (!!!) late credit card payments, not actually getting to sleep in a REAL bed for another couple of months, late student loan payments, unemployment, and a plethora of other various problems. At least the love life is great and I have someone to (emotionally) support me. This is what I came out here for. Now I have to deal with it. So stop bitching and moaning, and start job searching, for the third time today.
Alright. Only one problem.
I've managed to run completely OUT of money. I've been sending out at least 5-8 resumes daily. I've had one job interview in TriBeCa. I should hear next week whether I get the job. I swear, I better get this job. Because if I don't, or at least if I don't find a job soon, I don't know what I'm going to do. I have maxed out numerous credit cards. And my bank account is empty. I have BILLS, and student loans to pay back. Not to mention RENT.
At this point, I'm completely freaking out (only on the inside) and I do not know what I'm going to do. Obviously, the first thing on my priority list is to obtain a job immediately. And I'm so desperate right now. This is exactly what I hate: living paycheck to paycheck. Granted, I've never actually HAD to live paycheck to paycheck, but I now am, and it sucks. I just need something, anything, to lift my spirits. I need some kind of reassurance that everything is going to be okay. Because right now, things aren't looking great and I really don't know what to do. Maybe I'm too cautious and worried about having bad credit. I've never missed a payment in three years, so I guess I just need to relax a little. I just heard today my brother's going through the same thing.
So what I have to look forward to: my phone being shut off, not having money for groceries, four (!!!) late credit card payments, not actually getting to sleep in a REAL bed for another couple of months, late student loan payments, unemployment, and a plethora of other various problems. At least the love life is great and I have someone to (emotionally) support me. This is what I came out here for. Now I have to deal with it. So stop bitching and moaning, and start job searching, for the third time today.
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